THE CALLS
one
the creation of the calls out the love through the letters perfection
arise arranged through breath of breathing
of-and-from the whole breath en-veiling the waters of time and cycle
joined in the words spoken strong in the calls
two
the liquid blood of life weeps
its tears a sacred treasure within the all
the all works through the calls as the light waves without and within
three
the whorls out the words call the generations of travelers
in the worlds to come the travelers rise fore the east as the three names
alef – lamed - hay, forward and back
setting off on the quest for the yod and mem
their counter-parting fulfilling the name
alef - lamed – hay – yod - mem
four
behold the gates and the entrances of the paths:
all and around
the paths of all and around are a brightness within
the lights that in their flux and flow are the gates of cleaving and leaving
five
the sun of the spirit and the soul of the moon are one
their winds winding through possession, embrace and dimension
they pass through these depths as a stillness
they unite in the signs of repose
they unite as the moon moans as one with the sun
reflecting the breath of the sun on the moon
six
all the gates, all the 50 gates descend
from out the susurration and the mensuration beheld in the no-thing
they extend in the no-thing as time in its cycles
they shaken, awaken drawn out toward that face where their gaze dwells astonished
soft and sweet and covered with skin
seven
there are names that empower the 7 lower spheres
in their hands these names bring to bear splendorous whirls in the real world
these whorls burst forth
first, low and roaring with gnosis
and secondly in and within the questing afire in woman and man
eight
the travelers are as words empty, open and entire
beholding the 7 invocations and 9 evocations of their quest
first with their eyes, guideposts at the crossroads
next with their hands in reflection, a refraction drawn out from within
and then with their ears hear the strong songs enkindle obeisance
nine
they gesture as the living names, she-he and it-is
and then too the names the 4 quarters encompass
the ritual names of the yod and the hay
are the infinite actions of she-he and it-is
ten
beheld in the sun and the moon
beneath the sun the moon reflects the repetition of its cycles
enlightening the letters bearing the burdens prophetic
upon the backs of those conjoined in the unions of love
eleven
all this the travelers seer
all this is seen in the cyclical moon, as the moon that becomes,
that becomes to occur to the partners in sacrifice
the moon of two partners, a fullness, a darkness throughout time
as partners becoming the myriad memories of the presence of no-thing
twelve
the partners are the beginning of two dreams
dreams outflowing into being this beginning co-mixing sleep and the sleeper
in dreams that unveil the inner layers of inspiration
these are dreams that veil the luminous memory
the memories redolent of the gathering of allegory and offering
united in chant and in song
thirteen
they call to gather the living chaos
they gather and draw from among, inner, and above the guardians of animus and
the guardians of anima offering into being the signs of breath and speech
below the innermost heart spirals in their harmonizing calls
calls as a knife which cuts with no pressure culls as it carves the neck of the dove
turtle dove
fourteen
they call from their wisdom and knowledge all the guardian fires
guardians refracted as coals glow from the heavens hermaphroditic
these lowest of heavens low
fifteen
they begin with speech to sing in chorus in call and response
sixteen
they summon the seer-ring clouds
they augur from them through their love they are placed on the altar of the elohiem
for this is the altar of the consecrated times, of the waves upon waters,
and the emanations of their hearts
seventeen
for they are they that will in all and always render their offerings to
the vaporous clouds of breath to the spirit and to the word
for it is they that extend the phrasing of the inspired response,
to the lucid so divine repose, in coition
eighteen
they are they, their offerings transport into and through two selves
embraced in the true self
they are they that offer reverence through the firmaments
they are they that symbolize all the actions of the cycles of time
for they are the intentions of the performance of the names
nineteen
these are the names sharp to sharpen the actions balanced beneath the stars
the fires in suspension beneath the waters,
these are the names which calls cry from the tears
of the twined lights of the sun and of the moon
twenty
call the breath of all
the lovers find their pleasures in the solar soul
before the pleasure, the abilities and the powers of arrangement and preparation
they speak saying: ‘forbearance’ and ‘release’
twenty one
they conceive of these potencies and potentials
they speak the words that encode
‘thou-shalt-be’ and ‘be-thou’ and ‘tremble’
they call to themselves as a wolf baying over and over again
twenty two
over and over again the wolf acquires speech to speak of the crossroads
with speech bound by and joined in the flaming heart of speech
for the tongues of speech are licking thick and strong and as white as flame
twenty three
call the majesty that shall be
call yod – hay – vav- hay
twenty four
to embody the elemental fire of the flames of wisdom
a’flame rising over all
over all the living lights of the spirit before the presence
as its delight descends to adore the heart of the flame adorned
twenty five
take then delight in the flavor of the chosen
well met in the reflection that comes from the fiery union of the partners beloved
in recognition and understanding and in their numerical values
twenty six
they call the essence of repetition, they call the essence a’fire within the heart
as within uncoil the scrolling laws of life as they rise as the lotus to light
and within uncoils the brightness of the locus within
twenty seven
they understand their understanding which is joined
as the angel of the sighs geometric
this is the she-he, this is the it-is in the eyes of the lovers,
dove eyes of the lovers en-focus the light of their souls
throwing sparks to breed their in-gathering flames
a’flaming their fiery wisdom, their fiery wisdom is hot, dark and numinous
twenty eight
vav – yod – vav
in mirroring image these are the 2 double swords
the sword of wisdom and the sword of knowledge
twenty nine
the heart speaks
‘be thou the speech of the noesis that shall alloy the powers of the all’
for two are the names of nous that reflects and refracts: vav and hay
thirty
they call, they array
with their image they exclaim the breath: hay – vav – alef
thirty one
they call the heart within its chambers
their chambers begin as circles
these circles are drawn first to begin a circle and then to encircle
and hearken to the speech which says: call
they call that which coils lustrous through the names: hay – hay
thirty two
‘be thou’ is pronounced and arranged as:
the words of flame, the flame colored heart, the burning bush which enlightens,
the wings of the dove, the blood reddened face and the songs of the flesh
sweet and pleasant
these are the signs of the abiding, the obeisance, and the postures
these are the signs that lead into a circle to spiral into the leadened waters
thirty three
they recall the wisdoms beheld by the eye
they call the hosts established in turn and by turns over influence and consequence
thirty four
alef – yod – zayin – hay
these are letters that adorn the loins in heat, the salted liquids, and the vaporous veils
thirty five
they call out the source of the ten spheres of the tree of life: yod and hay
for theirs are the names all hallowed out
for theirs are the names spoken in the swearing in of the likes of:
chet – yod – yod – hay
thirty six
they tread the great path of mercy
they call the practiced actions to recall the positions that came come to pass within
the postures and their signs in time that come to pass within
their stance and their signs that sigh and sing and seal
thirty seven
their calls engrave that which bursts forth through their rituals
their rites begets and becomes the twilight becoming to pass as
the garments of freedom
the garments are white, that which is ash having burned
the garments are worn to break through and set free to burn
as or as if as the circular signs
thirty eight
they behold their patterns coming to pass through
the winged ones and things, the serpentine ones and things
wandering through the spheres of wonder scaling the world tree
thirty nine
they call forth the firmaments and the spheres
blessing the ways of the whispering charms they let loose the leaden water
they name the signs that mark the spheric circumference
forty
behold the circles and their conjurations, their circumference the ritual silence,
behold the auspex whose oracles combine and unravel through hay – yod – hay
who calls the vows of creation and their conjunctions?
forty one
whose light once loosened breaks forth as the morning breaks forth
as their verbal will strops the swords of hay – hay - yod
forty two
behold their countenance
atraxic yet salivating before the presence
they call with the voice that is drawn out from the waters
before yod – hay – hay
forty three
they call the fundament forward, gathered in turn to turn
and to turn to their own true way
they call the conjunctions of the locus of creation silver and gold
the sun and the moon
forty four
king and queen of the east, behold their songs and their singing
behold their pleasure beheld within their liquid strengths
strong the daemon above and strong the daemon below
their calls beheld by 2 great eyes of mercy
forty five
they call forth connection and consumption
both coupled and both uncovered in space as the crowned queen and king
as the yod within the hay
forty six
behold the presence of the ways, the marks upon the spirit breath breathes
the marks upon the spirit of the face which calls sapience
which calls forth the waves of existence
forty seven
call the all
the queen and the king who themselves beheld the crowns of creation in sighs
the world whirls inside, inside the queen and the king themselves in song inside
forty eight
so call them that coo, both in love and in longing
and in lamentations in love and in longing for the measuring rhymes
beheld in their innermost hearts and it beats
forty nine
for the beats are crowned by the laying of hands on hands
the hands that open and close the hands, open and closed,
are laid on their crowns dealing out all the works of vav – hay – yod
fifty
they call on their symbols, on their crowns, on the works of
vav – yod – hav
fifty one
behold their faces shining with oil or is it saliva?
they call forth the actions of their hands strong in their strength
and their fullness and the fullness of the works of
hay – yod – vav
fifty two
call the veils of the solar soul, throne of no-thing beneath the sun
call the no-thing to presence in the works of
hay – vav – yod
fifty three
they appear as wisdom dancing in the circle in the locus
they appear as knowledge saltating and dancing naming three names:
the 100 stars gathering, the 7 strong veils, the ancient of days
fifty four
behold through these 3 names yod – vav – hay
the ravenous queen can be called to transform
fifty five
the rapacious king sighs ‘no-thing’, sets his sights on the stones of pure marble like water
called to transmute these three names yod – hay – vav
fifty six
together they feast on the treasures of wisdom and the pleasures of knowledge
their sighs of understanding call the crowns of the light and of the dark
behold there their 2 double crowns
yod – hay and vav – hay
fifty seven
behold their eyes focus, the foci: their hearts, their first fire and their blood
in correct combination the foci enlighten the darkness and its dancers both
fifty eight
the behold the hands of their time of understanding
fifty nine
calling awe to the presence of the no-thing
they claim the name which calls the name which calls and restrains
the whole of the assembling spheres
sixty
hearken, the convocation of the calls of she-he, of it-is
behold, are they, they are the 2 angles of the crossed ends of the road
sixty one
hearken to the calls
that guard the beholding of the vision of the no-thing so strong at the cross-roads
sixty two
call all the words of creation, call the words of the ways, call the vaporous veils
sixty three
no-thing arises, a gathering fullness, redolent memories;
the eternal secret, the infernal secret a furnace smelting of sulfur and lead
for no-thing is the source of the waters, the mother prophetic, her 50 gates
sixty four
unveil the kiss of death, unearth the inhabited earth, call forth the firm serpent
yea, call forth the serpent strength, oh yea, call forth the serpent power
sixty five
inhale the perfumes of change, exhale their actions maintaining the balance
calling forth the veils
they bequeath the name of the solar serpent
sixty six
behold the practice of the breath scales the solar serpent
sixty seven
call the changes in-and-for and in-and-of the no-thing
call the songs of the all gathering change
call the fruits of fruition
sixty eight
hark, their calls minister to the change
they are they that change and they are themselves exchanged
through grace and with flavor
sixty nine
they bow to the strong light of yod – hay – yod – hay
consumed in their compounding union
seventy
beheld the hand of understanding a mudra of yod – hay – hay – yod
seventy one
they call the ancient of days via alef and vav
seventy two
they behold their reflection in the substance, in the locus
that focus their reflection in outward expression
seventy three
behold their beauty yielding invisible light
beheld in their dark red hearts, the hearth of both wisdom and knowledge
their ritual names conjoined as shadow and light
seventy four
their ritual names the foundation, the no-thing, the fire of the whole heart
and the ascension their union allows
seventy five
their calls focus of the locus
he serpent she lotus
seventy six
possessed they call the strong odor
beholding a vision of wisdom and knowledge
beheld as a page of the book of formation forming they whorl
seventy seven
their inter-penetration manifest as the flesh of wisdom and the knowledge of flesh
their manifestation interweaving the veils of pleasure and the pleasured veils
for conjoined they are mistress and master of the will
seventy eight
they call their blood to boil like a wine infernal
nethermost they lay below the powers of the hand
the hand whose mudra stirs the passion in their flesh
that passion whose highest peak is named ‘the traveler’
seventy nine
on their travels they remember to remember themselves as time
as smoke rising in a column
bears witness to their offering at the gates of great love
of the great lovers alef and tav rising to and into the beginning and end
eighty
the repetition of these movements sing the signs of life
behold the shaking fingers, the beating heart and
hay – vav – hay
the call initiating the descent of the names mistress and master
of the waters both leaden and light
eighty one
the ancient of days alters the stars fanning the flames of the dark sparks
dark as aged blood, dark as the lissom threnodies sung in the chorus of the alter lilith
before dawn before sleep before the skeletal songs sung
at the hearth in the heart of the breath
hay – vav – alef
eighty two
the vision of no-thing comes to light the lovers illumined they lie in their union
gifting each to the other a spirit perfervid, a passionate soul
eighty three
behold the songs of no-thing
in silence they gather the letters and shape and form the full name of
hay – yod – alef
they call the alter lilith and poised in her embrace beheld within the crossing waters
eighty four
giving life to the lovers
whose limbs entwined their blood to flame
whose limbs entwined to enthrone upon their faces prophetic desire
how longing of wisdom, how yearning of knowledge
as much as understanding closes their eyes
whose limbs entwined pronounced the calls
their calls to love
love closes their eyes
eighty five
they cross the waters
circular waves, spherical webs, currents that flow within and without
his wisdom her knowledge, understandings rhythmic contractions
their spherics strengthened in song and in chorus reflecting the emanations
evoking invoking their end
eighty six
envision the calls of their end
that sparks to enkindle their call
to the locus, of this presence
the numerical value of elohiem
one
the creation of the calls out the love through the letters perfection
arise arranged through breath of breathing
of-and-from the whole breath en-veiling the waters of time and cycle
joined in the words spoken strong in the calls
two
the liquid blood of life weeps
its tears a sacred treasure within the all
the all works through the calls as the light waves without and within
three
the whorls out the words call the generations of travelers
in the worlds to come the travelers rise fore the east as the three names
alef – lamed - hay, forward and back
setting off on the quest for the yod and mem
their counter-parting fulfilling the name
alef - lamed – hay – yod - mem
four
behold the gates and the entrances of the paths:
all and around
the paths of all and around are a brightness within
the lights that in their flux and flow are the gates of cleaving and leaving
five
the sun of the spirit and the soul of the moon are one
their winds winding through possession, embrace and dimension
they pass through these depths as a stillness
they unite in the signs of repose
they unite as the moon moans as one with the sun
reflecting the breath of the sun on the moon
six
all the gates, all the 50 gates descend
from out the susurration and the mensuration beheld in the no-thing
they extend in the no-thing as time in its cycles
they shaken, awaken drawn out toward that face where their gaze dwells astonished
soft and sweet and covered with skin
seven
there are names that empower the 7 lower spheres
in their hands these names bring to bear splendorous whirls in the real world
these whorls burst forth
first, low and roaring with gnosis
and secondly in and within the questing afire in woman and man
eight
the travelers are as words empty, open and entire
beholding the 7 invocations and 9 evocations of their quest
first with their eyes, guideposts at the crossroads
next with their hands in reflection, a refraction drawn out from within
and then with their ears hear the strong songs enkindle obeisance
nine
they gesture as the living names, she-he and it-is
and then too the names the 4 quarters encompass
the ritual names of the yod and the hay
are the infinite actions of she-he and it-is
ten
beheld in the sun and the moon
beneath the sun the moon reflects the repetition of its cycles
enlightening the letters bearing the burdens prophetic
upon the backs of those conjoined in the unions of love
eleven
all this the travelers seer
all this is seen in the cyclical moon, as the moon that becomes,
that becomes to occur to the partners in sacrifice
the moon of two partners, a fullness, a darkness throughout time
as partners becoming the myriad memories of the presence of no-thing
twelve
the partners are the beginning of two dreams
dreams outflowing into being this beginning co-mixing sleep and the sleeper
in dreams that unveil the inner layers of inspiration
these are dreams that veil the luminous memory
the memories redolent of the gathering of allegory and offering
united in chant and in song
thirteen
they call to gather the living chaos
they gather and draw from among, inner, and above the guardians of animus and
the guardians of anima offering into being the signs of breath and speech
below the innermost heart spirals in their harmonizing calls
calls as a knife which cuts with no pressure culls as it carves the neck of the dove
turtle dove
fourteen
they call from their wisdom and knowledge all the guardian fires
guardians refracted as coals glow from the heavens hermaphroditic
these lowest of heavens low
fifteen
they begin with speech to sing in chorus in call and response
sixteen
they summon the seer-ring clouds
they augur from them through their love they are placed on the altar of the elohiem
for this is the altar of the consecrated times, of the waves upon waters,
and the emanations of their hearts
seventeen
for they are they that will in all and always render their offerings to
the vaporous clouds of breath to the spirit and to the word
for it is they that extend the phrasing of the inspired response,
to the lucid so divine repose, in coition
eighteen
they are they, their offerings transport into and through two selves
embraced in the true self
they are they that offer reverence through the firmaments
they are they that symbolize all the actions of the cycles of time
for they are the intentions of the performance of the names
nineteen
these are the names sharp to sharpen the actions balanced beneath the stars
the fires in suspension beneath the waters,
these are the names which calls cry from the tears
of the twined lights of the sun and of the moon
twenty
call the breath of all
the lovers find their pleasures in the solar soul
before the pleasure, the abilities and the powers of arrangement and preparation
they speak saying: ‘forbearance’ and ‘release’
twenty one
they conceive of these potencies and potentials
they speak the words that encode
‘thou-shalt-be’ and ‘be-thou’ and ‘tremble’
they call to themselves as a wolf baying over and over again
twenty two
over and over again the wolf acquires speech to speak of the crossroads
with speech bound by and joined in the flaming heart of speech
for the tongues of speech are licking thick and strong and as white as flame
twenty three
call the majesty that shall be
call yod – hay – vav- hay
twenty four
to embody the elemental fire of the flames of wisdom
a’flame rising over all
over all the living lights of the spirit before the presence
as its delight descends to adore the heart of the flame adorned
twenty five
take then delight in the flavor of the chosen
well met in the reflection that comes from the fiery union of the partners beloved
in recognition and understanding and in their numerical values
twenty six
they call the essence of repetition, they call the essence a’fire within the heart
as within uncoil the scrolling laws of life as they rise as the lotus to light
and within uncoils the brightness of the locus within
twenty seven
they understand their understanding which is joined
as the angel of the sighs geometric
this is the she-he, this is the it-is in the eyes of the lovers,
dove eyes of the lovers en-focus the light of their souls
throwing sparks to breed their in-gathering flames
a’flaming their fiery wisdom, their fiery wisdom is hot, dark and numinous
twenty eight
vav – yod – vav
in mirroring image these are the 2 double swords
the sword of wisdom and the sword of knowledge
twenty nine
the heart speaks
‘be thou the speech of the noesis that shall alloy the powers of the all’
for two are the names of nous that reflects and refracts: vav and hay
thirty
they call, they array
with their image they exclaim the breath: hay – vav – alef
thirty one
they call the heart within its chambers
their chambers begin as circles
these circles are drawn first to begin a circle and then to encircle
and hearken to the speech which says: call
they call that which coils lustrous through the names: hay – hay
thirty two
‘be thou’ is pronounced and arranged as:
the words of flame, the flame colored heart, the burning bush which enlightens,
the wings of the dove, the blood reddened face and the songs of the flesh
sweet and pleasant
these are the signs of the abiding, the obeisance, and the postures
these are the signs that lead into a circle to spiral into the leadened waters
thirty three
they recall the wisdoms beheld by the eye
they call the hosts established in turn and by turns over influence and consequence
thirty four
alef – yod – zayin – hay
these are letters that adorn the loins in heat, the salted liquids, and the vaporous veils
thirty five
they call out the source of the ten spheres of the tree of life: yod and hay
for theirs are the names all hallowed out
for theirs are the names spoken in the swearing in of the likes of:
chet – yod – yod – hay
thirty six
they tread the great path of mercy
they call the practiced actions to recall the positions that came come to pass within
the postures and their signs in time that come to pass within
their stance and their signs that sigh and sing and seal
thirty seven
their calls engrave that which bursts forth through their rituals
their rites begets and becomes the twilight becoming to pass as
the garments of freedom
the garments are white, that which is ash having burned
the garments are worn to break through and set free to burn
as or as if as the circular signs
thirty eight
they behold their patterns coming to pass through
the winged ones and things, the serpentine ones and things
wandering through the spheres of wonder scaling the world tree
thirty nine
they call forth the firmaments and the spheres
blessing the ways of the whispering charms they let loose the leaden water
they name the signs that mark the spheric circumference
forty
behold the circles and their conjurations, their circumference the ritual silence,
behold the auspex whose oracles combine and unravel through hay – yod – hay
who calls the vows of creation and their conjunctions?
forty one
whose light once loosened breaks forth as the morning breaks forth
as their verbal will strops the swords of hay – hay - yod
forty two
behold their countenance
atraxic yet salivating before the presence
they call with the voice that is drawn out from the waters
before yod – hay – hay
forty three
they call the fundament forward, gathered in turn to turn
and to turn to their own true way
they call the conjunctions of the locus of creation silver and gold
the sun and the moon
forty four
king and queen of the east, behold their songs and their singing
behold their pleasure beheld within their liquid strengths
strong the daemon above and strong the daemon below
their calls beheld by 2 great eyes of mercy
forty five
they call forth connection and consumption
both coupled and both uncovered in space as the crowned queen and king
as the yod within the hay
forty six
behold the presence of the ways, the marks upon the spirit breath breathes
the marks upon the spirit of the face which calls sapience
which calls forth the waves of existence
forty seven
call the all
the queen and the king who themselves beheld the crowns of creation in sighs
the world whirls inside, inside the queen and the king themselves in song inside
forty eight
so call them that coo, both in love and in longing
and in lamentations in love and in longing for the measuring rhymes
beheld in their innermost hearts and it beats
forty nine
for the beats are crowned by the laying of hands on hands
the hands that open and close the hands, open and closed,
are laid on their crowns dealing out all the works of vav – hay – yod
fifty
they call on their symbols, on their crowns, on the works of
vav – yod – hav
fifty one
behold their faces shining with oil or is it saliva?
they call forth the actions of their hands strong in their strength
and their fullness and the fullness of the works of
hay – yod – vav
fifty two
call the veils of the solar soul, throne of no-thing beneath the sun
call the no-thing to presence in the works of
hay – vav – yod
fifty three
they appear as wisdom dancing in the circle in the locus
they appear as knowledge saltating and dancing naming three names:
the 100 stars gathering, the 7 strong veils, the ancient of days
fifty four
behold through these 3 names yod – vav – hay
the ravenous queen can be called to transform
fifty five
the rapacious king sighs ‘no-thing’, sets his sights on the stones of pure marble like water
called to transmute these three names yod – hay – vav
fifty six
together they feast on the treasures of wisdom and the pleasures of knowledge
their sighs of understanding call the crowns of the light and of the dark
behold there their 2 double crowns
yod – hay and vav – hay
fifty seven
behold their eyes focus, the foci: their hearts, their first fire and their blood
in correct combination the foci enlighten the darkness and its dancers both
fifty eight
the behold the hands of their time of understanding
fifty nine
calling awe to the presence of the no-thing
they claim the name which calls the name which calls and restrains
the whole of the assembling spheres
sixty
hearken, the convocation of the calls of she-he, of it-is
behold, are they, they are the 2 angles of the crossed ends of the road
sixty one
hearken to the calls
that guard the beholding of the vision of the no-thing so strong at the cross-roads
sixty two
call all the words of creation, call the words of the ways, call the vaporous veils
sixty three
no-thing arises, a gathering fullness, redolent memories;
the eternal secret, the infernal secret a furnace smelting of sulfur and lead
for no-thing is the source of the waters, the mother prophetic, her 50 gates
sixty four
unveil the kiss of death, unearth the inhabited earth, call forth the firm serpent
yea, call forth the serpent strength, oh yea, call forth the serpent power
sixty five
inhale the perfumes of change, exhale their actions maintaining the balance
calling forth the veils
they bequeath the name of the solar serpent
sixty six
behold the practice of the breath scales the solar serpent
sixty seven
call the changes in-and-for and in-and-of the no-thing
call the songs of the all gathering change
call the fruits of fruition
sixty eight
hark, their calls minister to the change
they are they that change and they are themselves exchanged
through grace and with flavor
sixty nine
they bow to the strong light of yod – hay – yod – hay
consumed in their compounding union
seventy
beheld the hand of understanding a mudra of yod – hay – hay – yod
seventy one
they call the ancient of days via alef and vav
seventy two
they behold their reflection in the substance, in the locus
that focus their reflection in outward expression
seventy three
behold their beauty yielding invisible light
beheld in their dark red hearts, the hearth of both wisdom and knowledge
their ritual names conjoined as shadow and light
seventy four
their ritual names the foundation, the no-thing, the fire of the whole heart
and the ascension their union allows
seventy five
their calls focus of the locus
he serpent she lotus
seventy six
possessed they call the strong odor
beholding a vision of wisdom and knowledge
beheld as a page of the book of formation forming they whorl
seventy seven
their inter-penetration manifest as the flesh of wisdom and the knowledge of flesh
their manifestation interweaving the veils of pleasure and the pleasured veils
for conjoined they are mistress and master of the will
seventy eight
they call their blood to boil like a wine infernal
nethermost they lay below the powers of the hand
the hand whose mudra stirs the passion in their flesh
that passion whose highest peak is named ‘the traveler’
seventy nine
on their travels they remember to remember themselves as time
as smoke rising in a column
bears witness to their offering at the gates of great love
of the great lovers alef and tav rising to and into the beginning and end
eighty
the repetition of these movements sing the signs of life
behold the shaking fingers, the beating heart and
hay – vav – hay
the call initiating the descent of the names mistress and master
of the waters both leaden and light
eighty one
the ancient of days alters the stars fanning the flames of the dark sparks
dark as aged blood, dark as the lissom threnodies sung in the chorus of the alter lilith
before dawn before sleep before the skeletal songs sung
at the hearth in the heart of the breath
hay – vav – alef
eighty two
the vision of no-thing comes to light the lovers illumined they lie in their union
gifting each to the other a spirit perfervid, a passionate soul
eighty three
behold the songs of no-thing
in silence they gather the letters and shape and form the full name of
hay – yod – alef
they call the alter lilith and poised in her embrace beheld within the crossing waters
eighty four
giving life to the lovers
whose limbs entwined their blood to flame
whose limbs entwined to enthrone upon their faces prophetic desire
how longing of wisdom, how yearning of knowledge
as much as understanding closes their eyes
whose limbs entwined pronounced the calls
their calls to love
love closes their eyes
eighty five
they cross the waters
circular waves, spherical webs, currents that flow within and without
his wisdom her knowledge, understandings rhythmic contractions
their spherics strengthened in song and in chorus reflecting the emanations
evoking invoking their end
eighty six
envision the calls of their end
that sparks to enkindle their call
to the locus, of this presence
the numerical value of elohiem
